Last year on our little one's angelversary, the pain was too raw to blog. This does not mean I did not think about our loss that day. This year, although the pain is still very real, it is a little less raw. This is always quite the conundrum, as if we had this baby, we would not have Elliana. Without Elliana, I cannot imagine my life. I think it always human to wonder "what if?"
Not a day goes by that I do not think of you little one. I hope you are dancing on the clouds in Heaven. Mama loves you and cannot wait for the day when I get to meet you and dance along side of you. I promise to sing you 10,000 nursery rhymes to make up for the ones we missed out on together here on Earth. Thank you for watching out for us, and for your sisters.
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